hope.

Im tired...
I wished it would stop..
Just for a second...

Im sorry

Im sorry
I have to lied to you..
x.x" it's just for the best for you.
Sorry.
Soon you will get along without me.

Thanksgiving

Yesterday I went out with Vicky, it was so hot.
Things we do
+ Went To lollicup
+Walk in chinatown Plaza
+look at cute things
+Walk to Tokyo town
+Went to Yogurt land but i was close :(
+Go to market
+Buy food hehe
+walk home
Too lazy to write :( everything haha

After I went home i was shocked that my family didn't go out and eat haha, they said im not home soo they dont went. We cook chicken and lobster instead of turkey lol xD
-sigh- what a good day :D

The next day I have to wake up at like 8AM to go out to san fransico. It was so cold but the weather was nice :D. We went up to some monk's house and eat congee. We decided to walk around the city lol and then go buy jamba juice lmaoo and it was soo cold :D. I don't remember what happened =.= lol we race each other up the highest o___o road or something lmaoo. After we bought the jamba juice we coem back up the temple/monk's house for the ceremonies for my grandpa we have to wear those white outfit and hat. And then we kneel down on the ground for a while. In the afternoon my cuzzin want to go the park lol haha! he was wearing a girl's boots o_o lmao and he likes it! It makes me feel like a kid again going to the park x)Good times good times.

11/20/2009

Some pictures on the way :D
On friday was fun. xD hehe. Me and my family go back to san jose for my grandpa's funeral. On the way to there we stopped at Gilroy and shopping for a while haha. And then we continue our way there When we reached there we go to Chuck E. Cheese and play some games. And then my big sister,lil sister,long and me going to watch 2012 at 9:00 there's no more seats anymore =.= we have to sit in the front. My eyes are like burns haha ><" but it was worth it the movie is soo awesome :3 we wanted to watch another movie but it's was too late =.= to go for another one. We go home and then eat hot pot (what a fatty).

AHHH I GOTTA FORGET and START EVERYTHING NEW IT. Just hope time will erase and i could be normal again. I JUST NEED TO LET GO! I KEEP SAying like forget but i can't never forget -sigh-

i hate you...but.. also love you.

Scared.. to forget you
Hate to forget you.
Why you gotta be soo far away..?
You're making me feel so insane.
Make me smile..
Make me cry.
Telling myself not to contact you anymore..
I tried my best not to reach to you.
Im sorry if I was troubling your life the whole time
Said that I was leaving you
You're like a spell
keep pulling me back.



STILL MY FAV PIECE x]